I’m not going too complain too much in this I promise. Just that work is still bad.
Guess what? I have applied for 3 jobs this morning, see how I go. I haven’t been for a job in 7 years so I am a bit rusty, but hopefully I will get some interviews even if it’s just to practice wooing them lol. But you know what I just decided last night was there is no way I am going to be treated and spoken too like I have for the last 6 years while my previous boss was here to have him leave and it be great here and then back to it again in less than a month of him starting. I’m better that and deserve better than that.
I know there are people here at work who will think oh she’s leaving cos she didn’t get the job, but I know that’s not the case and that’s all that matters at the end of the day.
I will stay here until I find another job, I’m actually really excited about what can come of this, Nervous too cos it isn’t the best time to be changing jobs. But I have to stay true to myself and my heart isn’t here anymore and I’m not happy or challenged here anymore. I want to learn something new.
So tomorrow morning I will be job hunting YAY!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
semi update
Where to start…..
I haven’t been able to update because I have a new boss. Oh yes after all my late nights and stressing, I didn’t get. Kind of glad, but I’m still quite peeved about it. Also I am really finding out who actually gives a shit about me at this place, basically one person I considered to be quite close too and I bent over backwards for has turned on me and is blaming me for a lot of things. I’m in too minds about leaving, I want to stay cos I like what I do and most of time it is pretty cruisy. But then I have been here for just over 7 years and I do feel a change is needed, but especially with this economic climate I don’t think its wise to move. Arghhh so confused.
In good news I have booked flights to Melbourne for Feb, for a special person’s wedding YAY! I can’t wait.
Life is pretty ho hum atm, I basically trying to keep my mouth shut from chucking a hissy fit at work and we saving for upcoming trips and things we want to do around the house.
Oh I did join the gym last week with hubby and I have only been once ha ha so naughty. Hubby is so good he is traing for the city to surf I need some of his motivation.
I’m sure there is so much more I’m properly forgetting but just can’t think. I don’t think I have been on here since I have been to Melbourne. I’m not even going to promise to be a good blogger cos chances are I won’t be able to update much. I’ll try though.
I haven’t been able to update because I have a new boss. Oh yes after all my late nights and stressing, I didn’t get. Kind of glad, but I’m still quite peeved about it. Also I am really finding out who actually gives a shit about me at this place, basically one person I considered to be quite close too and I bent over backwards for has turned on me and is blaming me for a lot of things. I’m in too minds about leaving, I want to stay cos I like what I do and most of time it is pretty cruisy. But then I have been here for just over 7 years and I do feel a change is needed, but especially with this economic climate I don’t think its wise to move. Arghhh so confused.
In good news I have booked flights to Melbourne for Feb, for a special person’s wedding YAY! I can’t wait.
Life is pretty ho hum atm, I basically trying to keep my mouth shut from chucking a hissy fit at work and we saving for upcoming trips and things we want to do around the house.
Oh I did join the gym last week with hubby and I have only been once ha ha so naughty. Hubby is so good he is traing for the city to surf I need some of his motivation.
I’m sure there is so much more I’m properly forgetting but just can’t think. I don’t think I have been on here since I have been to Melbourne. I’m not even going to promise to be a good blogger cos chances are I won’t be able to update much. I’ll try though.
Monday, April 20, 2009
i hate titles
Hubby has an interview for a job tomorrow. He is so great in things like that, makes me jealous I wish I had the gift of the gab like him.
His current place of employment really have treated everyone like crap since the start of the companies “Re Structure” they are a very big company and keeping everyone in the dark to be honest I don’t think they know what they are doing half the time. He basically decided to stay until he can get a job somewhere else. This job he is going for sounds good and it pays more too which is a nice little bonus. I guess we will know next week where he stands.
My work has extended the cut off for applications because apparently they weren’t getting what they wanted. I’m kinda happy cos now I can go away and not have to worry about an interview until I get back. It was originally arranged for the day I leave for Melbourne. Work is crazy atm, so busy but I’m trying to be a good blogger and update.
On Thursday I am going to a Pump class to try it out and see how I go. I’m looking into joining the gym just want to suss out some classes first as I prefer the classes. Spin is next on my list to try, my doctor will be happy she has been pushing for me try spin for a while now. Even though she has admitted she went once and couldn’t go back cos in her words she “hurt her fanny” lol.
This Friday (I’m having Friday Off)/Weekend is shaping up to be a busy one which is good I need to let me hair done. Did I mention I got my haircut again? Tried to grow it long but just couldn’t it was at that awkward stage and I just couldn’t stick with it so the short do is around to stay a little more longer.
His current place of employment really have treated everyone like crap since the start of the companies “Re Structure” they are a very big company and keeping everyone in the dark to be honest I don’t think they know what they are doing half the time. He basically decided to stay until he can get a job somewhere else. This job he is going for sounds good and it pays more too which is a nice little bonus. I guess we will know next week where he stands.
My work has extended the cut off for applications because apparently they weren’t getting what they wanted. I’m kinda happy cos now I can go away and not have to worry about an interview until I get back. It was originally arranged for the day I leave for Melbourne. Work is crazy atm, so busy but I’m trying to be a good blogger and update.
On Thursday I am going to a Pump class to try it out and see how I go. I’m looking into joining the gym just want to suss out some classes first as I prefer the classes. Spin is next on my list to try, my doctor will be happy she has been pushing for me try spin for a while now. Even though she has admitted she went once and couldn’t go back cos in her words she “hurt her fanny” lol.
This Friday (I’m having Friday Off)/Weekend is shaping up to be a busy one which is good I need to let me hair done. Did I mention I got my haircut again? Tried to grow it long but just couldn’t it was at that awkward stage and I just couldn’t stick with it so the short do is around to stay a little more longer.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
About time i come back....
I’m such a bad blogger. I always start to write an entry and then get distracted, or forget.
I’m counting down to my holidays in May and can’t wait to catch up with melbie haven’t seen her in more nearly a year now, and I miss her terribly. At the moment I am having some issues with some friends, I just don’t understand them. I’m not sure if it’s me, them or both. But I’m sick of being the one that always tries no more though I have had enough.
On the work front it is so stressful I have to apply for the position I have been working in for the last year, if I don’t get it’s not too bad I get to go back to my old job but it’s a $20k pay cut, hubby is freaking out about that . We will cope just have to tighten up if that happens, my interview is on the day I leave for Melbourne and that week is one of our busiest weeks of the year. Not good timing but maybe I will have even more reason to celebrate in Melbourne or drown my sorrows ha ha.
Health wise not too bad had a diabetes scare, turned out too be ok for now still at risk, but I just can’t seem to shift the weight to me less at risk. It’s a vicious circle and so frustrating. I have started taking something to try and bring my insulin levels down due to the PCOS to see if that will help kick my body back to normal and shift some weight (it isn’t a weight loss drug though). Apparently it can be a slow process, so will be interesting to see how that turns out. The worst thing about it is I know and can feel my body isn’t right and I’m trying so hard to change but everything I do doesn’t help. My doctor is good and understands the frustration but it literally is like hitting your head against a brick wall. I’m still not ovulating either so this is meant to maybe help bring it all back to normal.
Joel and I have decided we are going to Bali in October, I am excited but would prefer to go somewhere else, it’s just too cheap to say no too at the moment and we are both in need of a holiday together.
I really want my $900 but Mr Rudd has decided to make me wait, I have already spent it ha ha so now I want it to confirm my purchases.
In exciting news once in Melbourne I will be hitting Chanel and I will be making more than one purchase YAY!
I’m counting down to my holidays in May and can’t wait to catch up with melbie haven’t seen her in more nearly a year now, and I miss her terribly. At the moment I am having some issues with some friends, I just don’t understand them. I’m not sure if it’s me, them or both. But I’m sick of being the one that always tries no more though I have had enough.
On the work front it is so stressful I have to apply for the position I have been working in for the last year, if I don’t get it’s not too bad I get to go back to my old job but it’s a $20k pay cut, hubby is freaking out about that . We will cope just have to tighten up if that happens, my interview is on the day I leave for Melbourne and that week is one of our busiest weeks of the year. Not good timing but maybe I will have even more reason to celebrate in Melbourne or drown my sorrows ha ha.
Health wise not too bad had a diabetes scare, turned out too be ok for now still at risk, but I just can’t seem to shift the weight to me less at risk. It’s a vicious circle and so frustrating. I have started taking something to try and bring my insulin levels down due to the PCOS to see if that will help kick my body back to normal and shift some weight (it isn’t a weight loss drug though). Apparently it can be a slow process, so will be interesting to see how that turns out. The worst thing about it is I know and can feel my body isn’t right and I’m trying so hard to change but everything I do doesn’t help. My doctor is good and understands the frustration but it literally is like hitting your head against a brick wall. I’m still not ovulating either so this is meant to maybe help bring it all back to normal.
Joel and I have decided we are going to Bali in October, I am excited but would prefer to go somewhere else, it’s just too cheap to say no too at the moment and we are both in need of a holiday together.
I really want my $900 but Mr Rudd has decided to make me wait, I have already spent it ha ha so now I want it to confirm my purchases.
In exciting news once in Melbourne I will be hitting Chanel and I will be making more than one purchase YAY!
Monday, March 23, 2009
a little flat
I’m such a bad blogger. I am always meaning to write but something else gets in the way.
Last week’s weigh in went quite well I lost 700g, so a little bigger than I have been loosing and I was so happy with it. The slowness that it is coming off is starting to piss me off.
I know I’m loosing so that’s the main thing but c’mon I want a kilo loss he he.
There really isn’t too much to report our jobs we are still unsure about and weekends are good and cruisy but nothing out of the ordinary.
I’m counting down my holidays in May, hurry up I need some shopping time. I haven’t been shopping in sooooo long.
Last week’s weigh in went quite well I lost 700g, so a little bigger than I have been loosing and I was so happy with it. The slowness that it is coming off is starting to piss me off.
I know I’m loosing so that’s the main thing but c’mon I want a kilo loss he he.
There really isn’t too much to report our jobs we are still unsure about and weekends are good and cruisy but nothing out of the ordinary.
I’m counting down my holidays in May, hurry up I need some shopping time. I haven’t been shopping in sooooo long.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
uneasy
WOW where do I start. It’s been a while since I last updated.
There has been so much going on I think I have put off updating cos I really don’t know where to start.
So point form may be easier:
· Last week I lost 300g and this week I stayed the same.
· Found out that I had PCOS and that obviously with this it will be harder for me to have children.
· Hubby’s Job is up in the air
· My Job is up in the air
· Was contacted by an ex who I haven’t heard from in 2 years.
All in all it has been a pretty confronting time for me, the future atm for us is so up in the air, we just have to ride the wave and see where it takes us.
I’m not going to lie it makes me very nervous.
There has been so much going on I think I have put off updating cos I really don’t know where to start.
So point form may be easier:
· Last week I lost 300g and this week I stayed the same.
· Found out that I had PCOS and that obviously with this it will be harder for me to have children.
· Hubby’s Job is up in the air
· My Job is up in the air
· Was contacted by an ex who I haven’t heard from in 2 years.
All in all it has been a pretty confronting time for me, the future atm for us is so up in the air, we just have to ride the wave and see where it takes us.
I’m not going to lie it makes me very nervous.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Weighed In this morning and another 500g gone, I’m so happy with this. Even though they are smallish losses it’s the healthy way of doing things. By the the time melbourne comes i hope i am my wedding weight which will be awesome.
So last night i got home and took some pics of our backyard.....
Our pretty gate that my dad made for us(mind our bins):
Down the side of the house (this is one area i want to do something but not sure what):
This is what Hubby did on the weekend:
The Rest of the yard(can't believe this was all sand a year ago):
This is the main area i don't know what to do with in the corner an ideas?( i want a dog, so i think it's the perfect place for a kennel he he but hubby says no to the pug :( )
Sorry for all the pictures x
So last night i got home and took some pics of our backyard.....
Our pretty gate that my dad made for us(mind our bins):
Down the side of the house (this is one area i want to do something but not sure what):
This is what Hubby did on the weekend:
The Rest of the yard(can't believe this was all sand a year ago):
This is the main area i don't know what to do with in the corner an ideas?( i want a dog, so i think it's the perfect place for a kennel he he but hubby says no to the pug :( )
Sorry for all the pictures x
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