woohoo

So another kilo down YAY! thats a 4.4 loss not too shabby. I'm feeling good a skirt i ordered over the net arrived last week and it didnt do up :( this morning i put it on and it does up so im wearing it which is making me feel fantastic.

Still though after all the weigh programs i have been on it is so daunting walking into the room to weigh in, it is just so scary. well it is for me, i pack myself everytime.

Last night we got our first wedding present, ,my nanna and pa who live in melbourne, well all my family do, anyway they got us a washing machine and dryer. I couldn't believe it i was and still am just feel so overwhelmed by it all, it's just such a generous offer. So on Saturday we have to go pick it up from Harvey Norman and put it in our already full storage untit which is going to fun fun fun lol. We have so much stuff, it's crazy i counted i have 9 dinner sets and over 40 coffee mugs ha ha i will never have to buy another dinnerset in my life. What i am planning on doing is when our house is finished getting built i will go through everything and all that i have doubled up on i will give to my sister. I found it funny i don't have a glory box i have a glory storgae unit, which has everything you can think of in it, but i'm glad my mum and i have bought all this stuff now, because it means we will have a brand new house with all new things. It will be just like christmas opening all the boxes, basically everything has never been opened. we even have new couches in there and everything. We were very spoilt at our engagement party. Here is a picture of my boy and i at our engagement last year and a pic of me from it:








Thanks cara for the link, i'm currently saving pictures from it now lol.

bridezilla... me???

Grrr i am so annoyed i had my hair trial last night, 2nd one so far. There are no photos because i ripped my hair out after she left and had my first real bridezilla moment lol. Ok so this lady did they wasy i wanted the bridesmaids hair perfect but mine she just cant seem to get it right and it just made me so mad so i had the biggest sooky tantrum. I will admit that i am nal about my hair it just needs to be perfect and i know that we will be getting married in 40 degree heat so i need to be careful of what i choose. So if anyone has any goos hair websites, or nice up do's please let me know, because i am already starting to panic that my hair will look shocking on the day.

On a happier note last night a friend came over afterwards and totally cheered me up, she bought me the cutest compact mirror that says bride on the front, it is just so cute.

Eating this week has been great so hopefully a loss tomorrow.

And i just found out i am now going to the cristina concert which is great i wanted to go but tickets sold out so fast but my friend has a spare and has said i can come along woooooo! so excited.

My whole day has been looking well trying to look up nice hair styles, so i might just countine to do that.

Maybe i should tell you a little bit about myself.

I'm a 23 year old who is constantly thinking people are looking at me because of my weight. Paranoid much, i know but i just can't help it. I never was like this until about 6 months ago when i realsied how much weight i had put on and then made a consious effort to change it. Well it's taken me a while but i'm fianlly here and trying to loose the weight.

I live south of the river in Perth, but i'm from Melbourne and one day i hope to move back there if i can convince the boy ha ha. He was born and raised here and before he met me he had never been out of WA. We are getting married in January 2008 and i'm so excited but maybe more excited about the honeymoon we are going to New York, LA, Las Vegas.

Getting married has shown who my real friends, my best friend that i have known since i was 10 when she found out i was getting married she really wasnt excited and throughout the year has really shown she just doesnt care. It really hurt me alot at first in her defence she does not like weddings but to me i just wanted my bestfriend to help me out, but she just didnt want to and if i asked for her help i would get told im a dictator. But i'm lucky that i have a couple of friends one that doesn't even life in perth that is so willing to help and is so excited for me. so that has helped.

Oppps i'm going off in all different directions here lol.

So anyway i have my hair trial tomorrow so hoping she can do what i want.

Here is a picture of my wedding shoes:

busy bee

My first weigh in last week on SS i lost 2.4kg and this week i only lost a kilo, but in total so far 3.4 YAY!

Nothing much has been happening. just really busy at work, and then i get home and i have a millon things to do. Which is fine, but sometimes i just wish there wasn't so much going on. Well i spose thats what you get when there is only 6months to go towards the wedding.
Sureslim is going great, having no problems at all on it. I just keep thinking how hot i'll look in my dress ha ha sorry very vain i know.

What else to tell you, mmm i'm having a hair trial next week so i hope she can do what i want. if not i think i'm going to fire her, even though i feel bad about it cos i have booked her in and paid her money but i'm really having my doubts if she can do pull off the look i want and i really dont need to be thinking about that on the day. bring on the hens night i say lol, i need a drink but cant drink on sureslim lol. imgaine how drunk ill be if i dont drink till the hens night, well 2 cocktails and ill proably pass out woooooo. ha ha

So nothing planned for the weekend as yet i don't think, just see what happens i guess.

I'll try and get a picture of my hair and post it up. well thats if anyone is reading out there lol.

xoxox